February 2010
60 posts
im in miami trick.
or i hope i will be for the superbowl.
i can ride my bike with no handlebars.
i lost a follower. fuckitttt
January 2010
105 posts
it takes a lifetime to learn how to sing,
to find my place in the world symphony,
to to become part of a melody.
last night you said that you loved me to pieces and wanted the best for me. well, i don’t understand where you get that bullshit from, do you pull it out of your ass. oh wait, i figured it out. you just want the child support. correct. haha but i’m just so damn clever.
hometeam.
i must agree. haha
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MotherFuck.
i have an odd number of followers.
guys, i need another follower before i have an anxiety attack.
seriously.
so guys. im a freak. hahah. i really want a boyfriend right?
okay so that my not be werid, but heres why,
if i get a boyfriend i want to sit on a couch with him, watch a movie, and
hold his face?
hahah weird, right?
and for some reason i like big, strong, hefty, giant men. wtf right?
im closer to people on tumblr than my family.
hahah i love you guys!
we all have fucked up lives, yeah!
so i wanted an iPad
bad. then i decided that they suck. now i have decided that i want one again.
it would be nice to have when i cant fine anyone to drive me to the bookstore.
and it would be cool to have one in general. good for trips. getting on facebook while in bed.
yeah ill ask for one for my birthday probably.
or not.
i hope, when im older, that i will be able to financially support myself. i want to own a big white house, with a beautifully landscaped yard, white picket fence, and 2 little black scottland terries running around in the front yard. i want to have a wonderful, tall, blue eyed, husband with dark brown hair. i want to have two kids, twins, or one older son and a younger daughter. or i want to be a...
im a troublemaker, never been a faker.
doing things my own way and never giving up.
this past week;
i have fallen in love with maps.
i am going to cover my walls with maps, and oneday visit all of these wonderful places.
we both go down together.
and we may stay there forever.
im just trying to get out.
Troublemaker-Weezer
i party by myself cause im...
hey you;
dont be so hard on yourself
today;
i made a new friend.
i stabbed someone in the back.
i felt like crap.
i was to lazy to do my hair; again. oops.
i figured something out.
i fell in P.E.
i fixed a relationship
i used the letter “i” to much.
i dont like being by myself.
CANT YOU SEE I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE MOM?!
but i guess you just dont want me in yours.
you have John now.
you just don't get it.
im the one that lost EVERYTHING i had in the fire. i lost my dog. i lost my dad. i lost my mom. and now im losing the two most important people in my life.
everyone is walking away from me now. when i need them the most.
thanks God. thanks alot.
so i have a free hotel in disney world, the boardwalk, saratoga springs, or whatever other disney hotel.
all i have to do is get tickets. i asked mom to go, she said no. i asked dad, he said hell no. i asked grandma, she said no. and now im about to cry.
how can you not want to go to disney world, with your daughter/granddaughter?
sometimes;
sometimes, i just want someone to say, hey im here for you.
sometimes, i want you to recognize everything i do just for you, would i seriously vacuumn the house for my own satisfaction? no.
sometimes, i just want you to say “i love you”.
sometimes, i want you to know im here. not just to make up mass, but to be your daughter.
sometimes, i need you to spend time with me.
sometimes,...
hey you,
cant you see that i like you over here?
wow you are freaking retarded, jerk.
first of all.
you dont tell me who i am or what i believe. you dont even want me around. you get me excited about spending time with you, then you rip it out from under my feet. thanks mom. you stabbed me in the heart again.
im just learning not to care anymore. really. getting upset, and wondering what i did to offend you all the damn time is not healthy. so i am done. and it doesnt hurt me to say it. i need to see you actually try for once.
when you say sorry its nice.
but when you keep doing whatever it is after the fifth sorry,
i get aggravated.
the freshman girl oh so shy sits and watches the sophomore guy the sophomore guy his head in a whirl sits and watches the junior girl the junior girl in her red sedan sits and watches the seinor man but the senior man all hot and wild secretly loves the freshman child.
i with that last part was true.
oh well.
heres the plan stan.
i figured out that my dad would give me the world.
wake up call ms. klumb! its about freaking time.
heres the plan,
grades need improvement. go to school! okay i can do this.
its time for a positive attitude, no more pissing and moaning.
CHURCH. if dad wants you at church, you go to church.
follow the rules kid. here we go.
no more drama. got it. NO MORE.
lets get in shape, k.
LETS GET IT...
Cant you see that I care?
I wouldnt ask if I didnt care.
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byebyebicycle:
up-in-smoke:
byebyebicycle:
up-in-smoke:
byebyebicycle:
heey, thanks for following!
i don’t even know you but your very sweet. :)
at least, i’m not totally sure. LOL I live in OS.
cool i live in GPORT. ahahha. you look like someone i know
dooo I? hahaha. the only person who looks like mee that I know of is my sister, :P
is your last name de los santos?
nopee!...
@up-in-smoke
byebyebicycle:
up-in-smoke:
byebyebicycle:
heey, thanks for following!
i don’t even know you but your very sweet. :)
at least, i’m not totally sure. LOL I live in OS.
cool i live in GPORT. ahahha. you look like someone i know
dooo I? hahaha. the only person who looks like mee that I know of is my sister, :P
is your last name de los santos?
@up-in-smoke
byebyebicycle:
heey, thanks for following!
i don’t even know you but your very sweet. :)
at least, i’m not totally sure. LOL I live in OS.
cool i live in GPORT. ahahha. you look like someone i know
i'm so scared right now. i want to cry.
byebyebicycle:
up-in-smoke:
byebyebicycle:
my dad’s being psycho.
he’s turning off our power, water, phones, everything..we have thirty days.
i don’t know how we are going to do this.
he’s never scared me before, but i’m really scared.
i can’t tell my friends. it’s just too much. i’m going to have another breakdown.
i wish he would just leave us alone and just stop hurting us. he’s the...
i'm so scared right now. i want to cry.
byebyebicycle:
my dad’s being psycho.
he’s turning off our power, water, phones, everything..we have thirty days.
i don’t know how we are going to do this.
he’s never scared me before, but i’m really scared.
i can’t tell my friends. it’s just too much. i’m going to have another breakdown.
i wish he would just leave us alone and just stop hurting us. he’s the one who left and cheated.
fuck...
foroncehearmeout:
fjkladsjfl:
foroncehearmeout:
fjkladsjfl:
I dont understand how someone can be depressed over one person. If they walked out of your life and now your all depressed thats their fault not yours. Dont beat youself up over there poor decisions.
It’s not really a choice, I hope you know. When someone just up and walks out on you, it’s not like you choose to lose three...
fjkladsjfl:
up-in-smoke:
fjkladsjfl:
I dont understand how someone can be depressed over one person. If they walked out of your life and now your all depressed thats their fault not yours. Dont beat youself up over there poor decisions.
awww girl dont be depressed you got me! and that goat .mkay i love you to death you little turd. and never forget it!
uhm. im not talking about me...
fjkladsjfl:
I dont understand how someone can be depressed over one person. If they walked out of your life and now your all depressed thats their fault not yours. Dont beat youself up over there poor decisions.
awww girl dont be depressed you got me! and that goat .mkay i love you to death you little turd. and never forget it!
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