im just me,
but i still dont know who i am yet.

i want to solve the world's problems. cure cancer. help the homeless. provide for children without parents. save animals. be myself.

 

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i do everything i can to get you to want me. i say everything i can to express to you how important you are to me. i convince myself that things will get better. i think you love me, too. i hope you find out how much this is killing me on the inside. i wish you could just see how unselfish i really am. i dream of my future, with you in it. i cry because what i dread is the truth. i pray that you will love me for who i really am. i break when you reject me like usual. i thought you would have figured it out by now, mom. all i want is you.